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Twenty twenty-three marks the 30 year anniversary of the album that thrust a young punk band from Berkeley into national stardom. Say what you want about Green Day, but when it comes to Dookie it should not be considered anything less than a punk rock masterpiece. Now with the recent deluxe releases of the album coming out making me fall in love with Dookie all over again, I’m not going to talk about the album song by song (while I strongly suggest you do yourself a favor if you haven’t and listen to the album in full), but rather appreciate the power of music in an ongoing battle of finding your place in this life.

Upon re-listening it made me think, what is it about this album that is so special to me? Now I don’t remember the first time I listened to Dookie, but I know I was around freshman or sophomore year of high school–14 or 15 years old. I am 21 now and nothing, and I mean nothing up to that point had ever resonated with me like that album. As a young teen struggling with identity issues and other stereotypical young teenage problems, I found a safe haven in Billie Joe’s erratic lyricism and guitar playing, Mike Dirnt’s addicting bass lines, and the controlled chaos that is Tre Cool on the drum kit. Finally! For the first time in my life it felt like I had been heard and understood, and it felt so good. Even now, it is still as relevant for me as ever. What better way to feel understood about the anxieties of leaving my hometown to move to San Diego than listening to ”Welcome To Paradise” on loop. Dookie shaped my adolescence and was a turning point in my life. It opened my eyes to a deep love and passion for music and changed my views on the world itself. It helped me understand myself and I would not be where I am today without it. My main point however, isn’t just how great Dookie is but more so how important it is to be able to have your own Dookie. When you are all alone and it feels like no one in the world understands you, what or where is it that you turn to? What’s your Dookie?

It is worth noting that for the deluxe release, demo songs from the album and live performances from the era were released and nothing makes the music nerd in me more happy. Being able to hear these raw versions with entirely different lyrics and song structures along with live recordings, like at Woodstock ‘94, only enhances an already flawless listening experience. The rawness of the creative process and letting an artist’s fans get a better look at it is something I wish to see more of from artists.